I keep waiting for my old life and my old self to return. Even though You have brought me through so much. I wake up in the morning and think, "Maybe today everything will be as it was." God, I don't know what restoration will look like. It could lead to a life that is very different from before and from now. Will I ever feel complete healing?
Lord, help me trust You. I doubt my return to wholeness will see "normal." Give me a new heart to suit the new version of my life. May I fall in love with the gifts You provide.
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